New and skeptical? Or maybe just confused

[JennaDR]

Hi all- I'm not even sure how I ended up at life flow but here I am. I've been using holosync for almost 3 years. It's time to order a new cd- somewhere in that process I stumbled on life flow- I've been reading through the site for days, trying to decide if I should switch. I've seen many other switchers who said they weren't dissatisfied, nor really satisfied with holosync (right where I'm at). And many who said they progressed more with life flow. Ive been through quite a bit in this life and was beginning to think maybe I'm more broken than others- maybe that's why I haven't seen the leaps and bounds others have. There has been improvement- in fact- I credit holosync (among other tools) for helping me through the worse time of my life- the sudden and unexpected death of my little boy. Yet, still, after 3 years im still filled with the anxiety ive struggled with my entire adult life. I read on this site that just listening to entrainment is not meditation- which was news to me- and explained a lot-- still with so much already invested- & not as much satisfaction as I'd hoped for, I'm a little reluctant to try life's low (yet desperate for some serious internal relief) I'm asking - does this really work better? I am in a strict budget, which is why I have not ordered that other cd yet. I have many tools for recovery- but mediation and changing my thinking has been the most effective. Ugh- maybe there is no question- I just need to know this works- before I invest more money-