Whenever i find a hope of getting a job initially every thing is OK but as time goes everything becomes worse whatever i may try i stay helpless , it seems some spirit watches me and fails my every plan . but at heart i am not worry about it and feel that good days will come. but i do feel why almost everything stands against me when i m about to get a job. #My father and mother have a lot of expectations from me to take the financial burden. #My all relatives are jealous from me although i m too polite to them . #I am spiritual and i started meditation from the age of 14 childhood now i am 24. help me ! give me suggestions or something to change my ways!