Hi matylda
Warm welcome
For me, experiences during one session of meditation can be wildly different - and they all come under the umbrella of meditation.
Sometimes it is relaxing, but quite often not. The body stores all positive and negative stimuli generated within ourselves or coming from outside. Our reactions to these are stored as sensations we experienced at the time. As we meditate these can come to the surface in a myriad of ways. If we don't react the tension spring inside ourselves relaxes a little. If we do react - saying this is not the experience I want - we wind the spring a little tighter.
If we can accept whatever arises the tension spring gradually releases and then meditation experiences are more often relaxing - though not always as stimuli and reactions to them are ongoing.
As we meditate regularly we learn to react less in our every day lives, so putting less tension on the spring - it is a long process though - at least for me!
peace and Joy
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