Hi Samaria, yes I agree, this is very deep, hard to understand and even begin to explain so I have put on Creative Flow while I attempt to give my take on this
I understand that everything is vibrational, everything is an illusion and I believe the being will always be, however, I don't believe the ego (map of reality/ perspective) needs to feel threatened although it is good to allow it to change because it shouldn't be rigid. By becoming aware we can help the ego to serve us better and fulfil the purpose we are here for.
I really love the life I am creating, the way I feel, my husband, my children, my grandchildren, family pets, living within nature and seeing the deer, red squirrels and all the birds. I don't feel the need to impress people as I used to do, I just feel really comfortable with people I choose to spend time with.
I enjoy my work and my time out - if I didn't, I would make some changes. I am a creature of comfort ( love big squashy sofas, chairs, beds etc.) though I don't need to spend lots of money to buy expensive furniture.
At lunchtime someone was driving on the wrong side of the road and my son-in-law had to go up on the curb or she would have hit him head on instead of crashing into the back end of his car. My two grandchildren were in the back and thankfully no-one was hurt. He rang me up and I went to bring the children home because the car was not drivable. The car is probably written off so they will use ours until we sort something out (my husband and I have bicycles anyway for the local shops) The lady seemed like she was on medication or drugs of some kind, she's trying to claim knock for knock, we are having challenges communicating in french, another of our cars is unrepairable we found out last night so we are down to one car between three housholds and my daughter is completing on a house sale as I write so it's not a good time to purchase another car
The good news is we'll still have a meal together and celebrate the purchase of their new home and as we all work from home we won't have a problem getting to work
The following quote is one we all have learned to live by through changing our perspective by regular meditation:-
"GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE, THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE"
Well as you can see, I had to leave my desk unexpectadly, Creative Flow stopped playing and I hope you can make some kind of sense from my ramblings
I wish you an abundance of peace and joy
