Elements experience
I don't know why exactly, but 3 weeks ago, I was taking my shower and the water on my skin seemed to be so different, so alive. I contemplated that and suddenly, I see from the point of view from the water. I fell in love with it. I could feel the Divine experience of water, and how it express its love all the time. It was like nostalgy.
2 weeks after. I finished my prayers, I took my candle to blow it out and I coudn't do anything. I was hypnotized by the little flame. Again, I could see from its point of view. I sat on the floor and I would have liked to dissolve in the fire. The love was so great, that it was almost painful for me. I saw how the fire experienced God; with passion.
A while ago, my master gave me this name; Apsa-Agni ( in sanskrit, but it means water-fire). At this time I didn't understand why and it seemed so vague. And after all those experiences, I realized the order in which those elements appeared to me; Apsa-Agni
And, now I understand so better what I am, as a soul.
Thank you God
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