Hi Sal,
If you are ever in South Devon, come and visit! I guess I got into self development because I had got into a very negative way of thinking, after many traumas over a very long period of time. I knew I had to do something to change my pattern of thinking, and it wasnt until I saw the DVD of 'The Secret' that I started to find the way to do it.
One thing led me to another along the self development path, and eventually to LF. I do generally think positively now, but there is a depressive streak in my family, and I do have to push myself to overcome this, especially in the awful greyness of the last three summers!
LF 10 and 9, have certainly helped to calm me, but I still can't get into LF8. I have listened to it a number of times now, and I still find the flute, bamboo or otherwise, very distracting. I do think it has to do with my perfect pitch, sometimes a blessing, other times, not so! I was asked to play at a concert when I was only 11 years old- only an old people's Christmas 'do', so not exactly Carnegie Hall!- but the piano was a whole tone out. I couldnt play a note! I could hear all the notes in the wrong place, and simply couldnt get my fingers to play them. So I can only assume it is something to do with the way my ears hear the notes- the flute does not bring up any negative emotions that I can recognise, just seems that the actual sequence of notes spoils my enjoyment of the rest of the track.
Heather
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