Hi Jenna and welcome to the community
First of all I am really sorry to hear about your tragic loss.
There are benefits to relaxing to good entrainment tracks, however, you are right in understanding that just listening to any entrainment track is not meditation.
I completely understand your dilemma as I have invested much time and money in a number of things before LifeFlow.
The first thing I can recommend, if you have not learned how to meditate is to download the free Discover Meditation course and you will have some idea of the quality of Project Meditations products. You can then meditate to the 14 minute demo. The physical pack has a refund policy if you are not happy with it and each download level has a refund policy also. You will find the support staff extremely helpful if you want to ask about this or any other concerns you may have.
If you haven't read the following links, I hope you find them useful.
Brainwave States
Principles of Meditation & Entrainment
Schumann Resonance - The Health Benefits
Whatever you decide, I wish you much peace and joy
