My experiences with Lifeflow 10

[Domas]

Warm hi to everybody. I want to share my Lifeflow 10 experience with you. I have been using it for 2 months (after 2 days I will switch to Lifeflow 9) and I experienced a lot. After first month I became super confident, I truly love myself and believe that I'am beautiful in every way. Also my thoughts stopped to race and I think in more logical way. LOA started to work waaay better (I believe because my mind is peacefull now) and I found my first job. Now I think in more positive way about my future. But there is something (problem?), about 6 months ago I had thoughts and fantasies, they hurted my, I was very jealous and angry. These thoughts were my fear that my girlfriend could cheat on my with few guys. I hated it. But 3-4 days ago these thoughts came back, but I like these thoughts now. I want to see her having sex with other guy and me. I want to watch it and do it with them. These thoughts and fantasies turns me on. I can't understand why my biggest fear become something that I want to manifest. I talked with her and she thinks that its only my fear coming from "inside" and it will go away. Please, write what You think about it and if You can give me some advises. *!!@censored@!!* *!!@censored@!!* *!!@censored@!!* *!!@censored@!!* *!!@censored@!!* P.s. I really Love Lifeflow and it made my life easier and happier. P.s. Sorry for mistakes and I hope this tread doesn't violate forum's rules if yes, delete this thread.

[pollyanna]

Hi Domas, it's wonderful to hear how LifeFlow is helping you

I don't know anything about the core energy meditation you tried before this but notice you have been given some really good advice from members here. One thing I do know is that people have all kinds of expectations about meditation and the following link explains these really well. If you take the time to read it, I feel sure it will be of great help to you:-

Principles of Meditation & Entrainment

People may have fantasies and all kinds of thoughts going through their mind, however, the great thing is we all have the power to choose. The following Cherokee Legend describes this very wisely:-

An old Cherokee is teaching his grandson about life. "A fight is going on inside me," he said to the boy.

"It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One is evil - he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego." He continued, "The other is good - he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. The same fight is going on inside you - and inside every other person, too."

The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather, "Which wolf will win?"

The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

I hope this is of help to you and wish you much peace and joy

[Domas]

Pollyanna, thank You for You wise answer. How to feed only a good wolf?

[Ramai]

If You Want to Change the World… Love a Woman


If you want to change the world… love a woman-really love her.
Find the one who calls to your soul, who doesn’t make sense.
Throw away your check list and put your ear to her heart and listen.
Hear the names, the prayers, the songs of every living thing-
every winged one, every furry and scaled one, every underground and underwater one, every green and flowering one, every not yet born and dying one…
Hear their melancholy praises back to the One who gave them life.
If you haven’t heard your own name yet, you haven’t listened long enough. If your eyes aren’t filled with tears, if you aren’t bowing at her feet, you haven’t ever grieved having almost lost her.
If you want to change the world… love a woman
-one woman beyond yourself, beyond desire and reason,
beyond your male preferences for youth, beauty and variety
and all your superficial concepts of freedom.
We have given ourselves so many choices
we have forgotten that true liberation
comes from standing in the middle of the soul’s fire
and burning through our resistance to Love.
There is only one Goddess.
Look into Her eyes and see-really see if she is the one
to bring the axe to your head.
If not, walk away. Right now. Don’t waste time “trying.”
Know that your decision has nothing to do with her
because ultimately it’s not with who, but when we choose to surrender.
If you want to change the world… love a woman.
Love her for life-
beyond your fear of death,
beyond your fear of being manipulated by the Mother inside your head.
Don’t tell her you’re willing to die for her.
Say you’re willing to LIVE with her,
plant trees with her and watch them grow.
Be her hero by telling her how beautiful she is in her vulnerable majesty,
by helping her to remember every day that she IS Goddess through your adoration and devotion.
If you want to change the world… love a woman
in all her faces, through all her seasons
and she will heal you of your schizophrenia-
your double-mindedness and half-heartedness
which keeps your Spirit and body separate-
which keeps you alone and always looking outside your Self
for something to make your life worth living.
There will always be another woman.
Soon the new shiny one will become the old dull one
and you’ll grow restless again, trading in women like cars,
trading in the Goddess for the latest object of your desire.
Man doesn’t need any more choices.
What man needs is Woman, the Way of the Feminine,
of Patience and Compassion, non-seeking, non-doing,
of breathing in one place
and sinking deep intertwining roots strong enough
to hold the Earth together
while she shakes off the cement and steel from her skin.
If you want to change the world… love a woman,
just one woman.
Love and protect her as if she is the last holy vessel.
Love her through her fear of abandonment
which she has been holding for all of humanity.
No, the wound is not hers to heal alone.
No, she is not weak in her codependence.
If you want to change the world… love a woman
all the way through until she believes you,
until her instincts, her visions, her voice, her art, her passion, her wildness have returned to her-
until she is a force of love more powerful
than all the political media demons who seek to devalue and destroy her.
If you want to change the world,
lay down your causes, your guns and protest signs.
Lay down your inner war, your righteous anger and love a woman…
beyond all of your striving for greatness,
beyond your tenacious quest for enlightenment.
The holy grail stands before you if you would only take her in your arms
and let go of searching for something beyond this intimacy.
What if peace is a dream which can only be re-membered
through the heart of Woman?
What if a man’s love for Woman,
the Way of the Feminine is the key to opening Her heart?
If you want to change the world…love a woman
to the depths of your shadow, to the highest reaches of your Being,
back to the Garden where you first met her,
to the gateway of the rainbow realm
where you walk through together as Light as One,
to the point of no return, to the ends and the beginning of a new Earth.
* * *

by Alan Shoemaker

[Domas]

Ramai, I say thank You from my heart. These lines changed me in a good way and now I' am ready be only with her with my mind, heart and spirit.

[iciek]

Originally Posted by Ramai

by Alan Shoemaker

Ramai, thank you for that quote. I lived another lifetime reading it and it gave me great happiness.

[pollyanna]

Originally Posted by Domas

Pollyanna, thank You for You wise answer. How to feed only a good wolf?

Hi again Domas,

You have probably heard of the following statement:-

Garbage in = garbage out
Good stuff in = good stuff out
I honestly believe it's as simple as that

Be aware of your thoughts because they become your actions, which then become your habits.

Meditation reveals awareness and the freedom to choose to let go of the things that do not serve us well and the ability to be aware of the mind.

You have the power to choose to feed only the good wolf

Hope this is of help and I wish you an abundance of peace and joy

[Bryan555]

Hi Ramai...

Thanks for the little poem about loving a women. Must say, though, there is nothing remotely "superficial" about freedom, or its concepts. It is the basis of everything.

Then again, freedom and love may, indeed, be the same exact idea. In which case, there is no conflict between loving deeply and cherishing freedom with all our heart.

Just a thought....

[Hazelkay]

What a great post in reply to Domas - thank you so much for the poem

[Domas]

Guys, I need advise. I want and don't want it at the same time. How to understand myself? I can't believe I want it and it's harder to believe that I'am going to try this. I feel intense feeling to do it, but I'am feared of what could happen after. I'am very, very confused. Please, give me advise what to do and how to understand what I really want. Thanks in advance. EDIT: was hard to sleep because of fantasies, this morning was very hard to concentrate on meditation. I become obsessed with this fantasy...