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Old January 9th, 2009, 10:14   #37 (permalink)
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Zeitgeist is quite an eyeopener indeed, I am really stunned by the implications of it all. I used to think that inflation was good, the only way a healthy economy operated. It turns out that it is the only way our sick economy works

I do have another question regarding the enbrightenment/LoA thang Darren.

In the thread "a brief moment" in the chatterbox, the LoA also comes into the picture, as the way to reach enlightenment.

In this thread the similarities between LoA and (the road leading towards) enlightenment, or as you like to call "enbrightenment" Darren, rise to the surface.

I found a small travel-alarmclock that "ticks" 2 days ago while cleaning up my daughter's room, and started the mindbeat exercise the very same night.
It is quite powerfull, as I can remember dreaming this night that one of my customers offered me an amount of 100.000 euro's for a service I need to provide. Even in my dream did I realise that the amount of money was rediculous for the the service provided, but it clearly is a sign that the mindbeat is working.

However, I have come to the realisation that I am undoing all my LoA work in the daytime. You see, I have a lot of people I need to pay a monthly amount of money.
I am constantly ( really constantly ) worrying about where to get the money, what if it doesn't come in time, how can I pay people in time, what will happen if I can't...
When thinking about your debts, you are creating more of them right ?

Is there a trick to bypass my mind aside enbrightenment ? I have come to grips with the idea that enbrightenment will come when it comes, when I am ready. However until I am there, I will have to accept fear. It is fear that is holding me back at the moment.

Darren, you told me that all fear can be brought back to one fear, fear of death.
I realise that I still am afraid of the concept of death, but I have no idea how to face my fear.
I have tried it before, and it left me even more scared instead of less. This however was a few years ago, and the way I see the world today has changed quite a bit, also thanks to last monday. That is why I was so unpleasantly surprised to see that tuesday morning, my fears had returned to me again, crippling me, while I had felt and seen the immortal... well not "me" but the "I Am" underneath it all.

Maybe I missed the point...
Duality is the way of the mortal world, ups must have downs, Yin and Yang.
I need to overcome fear to make the LoA work, and the only way a sleeping mind like mine can overcome fear is by making the LoA work What the "bleep" do I mean ?
I kinda forgot the question but I have written down what I am thinking about, and I think you know how to interpret this Darren.

Oh, and I forgot to thank you for all your patience and help I really enjoy reading back all your posts
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