Thank you Flossie for sharing this.
First of all, never feel like a drama queen for anything you feel. We all suffer from the same disease and it is called the ego, so there is nothing big or small, there is just ego. This is the basis for my advice. If you haven't already, I suggest picking up either the Power of Now or A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle so you can get to the root of why you have all the feelings you do. It will also help in the process of acceptance so that one day you might be able to move on with not emotional baggage. All that we can do on this forum is point to a deeper truth that you need to find in yourself. To believe, it is very important that you understand how your mind works. Keep up with your meditation while you read these. I hope this helps, cheers.
Mitch
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