if anyone has time, some help please
reading this forum i know that many people have really suffered and so i feel a little bit of a drama queen posting this but i would really like some advice. after my early 20s being single and never the one to attract someone i finally found love at 28. the relationship had its ups and downs and the worst bit being when he wouldnt support me when i got pregnant and then left me to have an abortion alone. i know that i made a choice around that and am working hard at gaining peace around my choice, the person i was who made that choice etc. anyway 6 years later he ended the relationship and then kept in touch, meeting up, sleeping together etc (i know i was crap). then i found out he had been dating one of my closest friends for a year (whilst he slept with me) and had kept it quite. anyway after being together for a year she got pregnant, and he married her.
i have not met anyone else in the time we have been apart and i know that most of that comes from me. but i am very overweight but according to LOA i should be able to manifest someone into my life who loves me. i just dont know how you take that leap to believe, firstly that you have value enought to expect love, but secondly to let it go and truly believe that it will happen.
any advice would be welcome, i want to have a relationship that is full of meaning and love and want so much to believe that i can manifest it.
thanks a lot for your time
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