Wow, that is so wonderful, I'm very happy for you Edwin. I bet if Buddha heard your story, he would be jealous because it took him many many years of searching before he was able to get to where you were. If only he had lifeflow

. Anyways, I'm very happy for you and I hope you can continue in your consistency and experience even greater things. I have read somewhere (probably one of Tolle's books) that the vastness of what you are feeling has no depth, so you will always be able to improve and go deeper and deeper. Continue on your spiritual journey and don't let outside things affect. They are not real (but that's for another discussion).
Love,
Eric