hello,
i've been reading your posts everytime i log to this community and know what, i am very thankul that god has created a very, very nice person like you who keeps on inspiring us here in the community..
Just a while ago, i have read your thread about the law of attraction (and i downloaded it, and would plan to read it later since i just would like to thank you first, really for i am so happy finding you, and other people like you in this community), and your story, they are so inspiring, you are giving me hope for i too is currently under crisis, emotional, spiritual, financial, name it... i wanted to have these negative forces remove from my system...
i stumbed across this site while i was searching for a cure or rather ways on how i could remove my fear/nervousness. i always feel afraid of expressing out my inner feelings, and a kind of person who do not usually feel comfortable and is afraid to talk/speak to other people. specially, public speaking is a big no no for me. I would experience then some worry, fear of rejection, panick attacks, if thats what they call it..unable to concentrate, can't speak well, and what's so shameful is the trembling. oh, how i hate it, that is why i avoid situations which would activate fear from my system. some may think of this as funny, but for me, its an agony i've been struggling for years. Thinking that this is an abnormality, that can't be healed, i feel disgusted and hate for my self.I am working now and i could see its big effect...it limits me from doing and achieving things that i've been dreaming of.
i wanted to end this and i thank God for leading me directly to this site, meeting beautiful people like you, and everyone here in this community, and to michael of course for sharing what he had learned, and who is vey much willing and kind to help people like me. i pray that this meditation with your help and guidance too would bring a big difference in my life, as what it had done to Pollyana's and to others..
i pray that more people would find this site too..
love you all,
grace
