Januari 29
To finish my story, after having processed the disappointment of being turned down by the bank, I am starting to see that I was expecting results within a certain time.
Attraction is a process that doesn't have time limits or deadlines, so expecting results this soon was kind of silly.
Also I noticed that since I was going through a time of crisis, I stopped meditating or at least didn't do it nearly enough !
Tonight I am going back to a full meditation every day ( 30-40 mins. ) and I hope to get my normal positive attitude back !
I have so much to be gratefull about, and there is nothing wrong with wanting more out of life, but letting your wishes dominate your life the way I did really is a bad thing.
I will still be "gratefull I allready have what I want" during the exercise, and let the universe deliver whenever the time is there.
The key here is to stay focussed, even when you are down, and not to give up, but it sure was hard the past week.
I will update this one in about a week, or whenever something get's "deliverd"
