meditation changed my life
i started michael mackenzies meditation course a while ago and in very short time I feel happy and in peace within me. the thing is.... i suffer from a mental illness called paranoid schizofrenia. the main symptoms are fear and paranoia and in worst cases very strong hallucinations. and when i started meditating the first day i thought.... cool! what a great feeling. i didn't think of it as a way to change my life so drasticly but suddenly i was so aware of everything. i was aware of my feeling.... or am aware of my feelings when i eat, sleep, work and even when I'm brushing my teeth. and the feeling of depression, fear, thoughts and my hallucinations are slowly beginning to fade away. maybe I will never will be cured but I will feel happy, at peace and aware of everything
thanks to michael for the free support
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