Hi there KlassicJazz,
I understand completely how you feel and I guarantee I felt exactly the same at one time as what you do. Here's how I fulfilled my big dream. For me it was so worth it - my WHY was what really drove me. Every single day I pinch myself when I wake up, open the door and look out because it's so amazing
If you have about 30 minutes, grab a cup of coffee, get comfy and read through the following posts which will explain how I made my dream come true.
Personal Development
Personal Development
Pollyanna et al - A question on specific dates
Here are links to a few of songs I used to inspire and motivate myself with along the journey:-
YouTube - mc fadden and whitehead-ain't no stoppin' us
YouTube - Whitney Houston - Step By Step
YouTube - Survivor - Eye Of The Tiger (Official video clip)
YouTube - tom jones - the impossible dream - Tom Jones
YouTube - A Whole New World - Aladdin - Inglês (English)
I hope this is of help to you and I wish you an abundance of peace and joy on your amazing journey
P.S. Here's a link to my story:-
The law of attraction