Hey there,
Thanks for your advice Ta-tsu-wa. I think i really understand what you mean (kind of feel it, more then logical understand).
Anyway, i "am" doing 100 things at one time. Atm im doing meditation, workout, bodybuilding, having 5 girlfriends at one time, serving my customers and a lot of other small things. Im just about to learn to love me and my life, love the people around me, observe my emotions and all those things that come with meditation. So when i look upon it, from another perspective, id say im in the state of a teenager, finding out what he wants and what he is.
So i feel fine with what i do, because i need to do it - im satisfying my needs. And i certainly "will" come to that point where i stick with "one" thing - and then get the greater benefits out of it.
So...i understand what you mean, and i understand at what point i am. And im certainly grateful for your and others tips and your caring about others on this forum. Its often like a hint for me, a reminder.
About the dream mask... im just curios. On the other hand, im sure ill get all these things which i want to know through meditation or along with meditation. My impatients doesnt lead me anywhere hehe...just curios
Pan